I was promised that Canada would be a cold place and I totally want my money back for that! We do not have air conditioners yet – a situation probably related to the fact that we have no jobs – and it’s been impossible to sleep. When I say impossible, I mean IMPOSSIBLE.
The girls went to bed at 9 last night which reads:
Aurora woke up at mid-night and went back to sleep at 3:25am;
Agatha woke up at 3:30am and went back to sleep at 6:00am.
The lack of sleep makes me
a bitch extremely moody. It’s not just ’cause we had a hard night and we don’t have jobs and we don’t have one single friend to talk to here or in any freaking country around us…
Well, what I really wanted was grandparents around to watch the kids for 15 minutes so one of us could take a shower alone and the other one of us could do that without a screaming baby knocking on the door.
It’s just that the combination of all those things makes it feel like we are not home yet. And also the fact that there are no pictures on the wall. I don’t like that at all.
We will feel at home when we get everything together, I guess. When we have a work routine, an income …. a friend.
Damn, I miss taking showers alone.
I could be writing about the joys of the bright side, of course, since it IS pretty bright… but I find it somewhat comforting reading other parents blogs and finding out their lives are not picture perfect all the time. So, I decided to write about the little things that bother me.
But don’t get me wrong. I am extremely aware and thankful from acknowledging how little my problems are. I’m lucky.
I’ll also be moving this blog to my actual host outside of wordpress, if they EVER fall asleep at the same time ever again so, if you see anything weird, that’s probably why! I gotta go back to school and either get my architecture diploma validated or learn about programming before I’m in my 50’s too.
Ok so, moving to Alaska and buying gradma plain tickets is today’s to do list. Got it.
Take care, guys. Sorry about the lame post.